cold + alone
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Okay, today I found out that my other somewhat ex-boyfriend has found a husband and is very happy. Long story short, he found a nice Norwegian to change his ways and make him very happy. There’s even some short blurb about them and Alanis Morissette… ANYWAY...
I feel so alone. I feel so depressed. I feel so selfish. The only thing saving me from ordering way too much from McDonalds is The Ballad of El Goodo. But c’mon, when is my turn going to come? I want someone to rub my head and make my single ex-boyfriends break down and cry.
I feel so inadequate, it hurts. But I’m not really changing because I’m really secretly hoping someone will come and rescue me. I know though that that really isn’t going to happen and that I’m kidding myself.
The hardest thing to face at these times is that I know I can make it to a tomorrow.
Oh well, Happy 2006, Mister Michael Rollercoaster. Another year, another you. You’re my special angel. I love you.
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